I've also realised that friends really do make life great. Without them we would be lonely. Loneliness is the worst kind of torture ever. I love you guys so much. If there is anything in this world that is a neccesity to the soul, it's friends. Don't waste what time you have with them it's very valuable.

Life.

TWO WOLVES

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.

He said, "My son, the battle is between two wolves inside us all. "

One is Evil - It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego."

The other is Good - It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

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I think... this is the best I have ever heard life explained.

Karma

I did not know that being upset could quite literally make you sick. Like barf sick. Hmmm... strange.

Definition of being on a "break": It's just break-up, without the up.
Definition of up: Heart-break.

I have realised today. That karma must be non-existant. Karma is where something bad that you did comes back to bite you on the ass. Lately I've been bitten on the ass too many times to count, but I haven't really done anything wrong. As a matter of fact. I've been bittern throughout my whole life and I'd say the "me doing bad things:bad things happening to me" ratio is about 8.97%:91.03%. I have also realised that I don't really know if all the biting is really worth the pain. Why are people on this earth if every corner they turn someone is there ready to stab them right through their heart.

Unfortunately this is beginning to make me question my faith in God. He is meant to be there 100%, he is meant to be all-loving, all-caring, all powerful. So WHY put people on this earth if all they feel is constant pain. Not just physically pain, but mentally, emotionally and spirtually as well. I personally have dealt with A LOT of shit in my life. Shit that most of you couldn't imagine and yet, I still put my faith in Jesus. Why? you ask. I really have no idea. All I know is that when you really feel something and you believe in it, you know that it's going to be worth it. Take singing for example... I know that I can sing. I know that singing keeps whats left of my soul intact. But why do I not do much about it? Because I don't fully believe I could make it. I don't want to try to believe fully incase I get let down irrevocably. Like singing, this is how I feel about Christianity (well at the moment anyway). I don't want to be let down. I hate being told 'I told you so' (which I can absolutely guarantee I will get from some people in the next few days).

Anyway I can barely see the screen and my mouth tastes like sick so I'm off. Ciao.

Ha.

So today, I saw a man get pulled over by the police. Yes, pulled over that's right, the police acutally pulled someone over. But wait... there's more. He was on a BIKE! They finally decide to work the justice system the way it's supposed to be.
What makes me laugh is that the police are starting to be so adament about the law, but they are still only giving murderers 10 years max in jail. It's just not right.

I don't agree with the fact that I have to start school in the morning with maths.
Maths is one of the dullest subjects that even a good hearty breakfast can't keep on from falling asleep in.

Questioning?

There are some questions in this world that cannot be answered, but they can be argued or discussed. I have asked myself a few over the last couple of weeks and I keep coming to the same conclusion: But why?

Here are some of the questions:

If God is all-powerful and is also immortal, can he commit suicide?

Is there any point in asking someone to promise that they will or will not do something?

How is it that so many live in misery when others live a life of happiness?

Define fair?

But why?..:
Why would he want to commit suicide?

Why do you have to ask someone to promise? Shouldn't you trust them anyway? Why wouldn't you trust them.

Why should one have to live in misery? Why should someone who is happy, care?

Why define fair?


It is a very negative way of thinking, but also very interesting. Thinking 'why?' causes one to come up with many more questions. Ones that cannot be answered and can never be summarised.
Can any question ever be fully answered? Can any question ever really make sense?

Ask yourselves some questions, and then expand on them with more questions. You'll eventually grow tired of the constant train of thought and then you can pass it onto other people.

Or... you could always just leave it at 42.

How our justice system is ridiculous.

Clayton Weatherston has told the jury in his murder trial about being "top of all my subjects."
Weatherston is this afternoon giving evidence at the Christchurch High Court.
He admits killing his ex-girlfriend Sophie Elliott in a bedroom attack at her Dunedin home on January 9 last year. He denies it was murder, saying he was provoked.

Okay, this guy, Clayton Weatherston, killed his girlfriend. He stabbed her 216 times and denies murder. To be honest I think maybe if he'd stabbed her once or twice, yeah sure, not murder. But the fact is, he kept going, he mutilated her, knowingly. For gods sake New Zealand. Get it together.